I have recently been reading " Following Gods will" blog and on their he has a link his biography he is writing called "Into the Mirror". Powerful stuff. His book has spurred this post.
You see I grew up in what I thought was a "NORMAL" house. Little did I understand that I was living the "ODD" family life. You see, My parents love God, I think I maybe saw them argue once... don't get me wrong I coud tell when they weren't exactly happy with each other but I didn't see the disagreement happening. No one drank, or smoked or anything of the likes. We went to church on Sundays, did the wednesday night church thing and life was great! Stable.... No worries.... My brothers and sisters... we were always home by curfew, didn't drink, and in general never got in trouble. (Which is amazing considering that I have 1 sister and 3 brothers).
When we would get in trouble or do something stupid.. such as back the car out of the garge and rip the side mirror off the car and dent in the whole front fender.... BEFORE church... my dad laughed and told everyone in the car that if any.... Anyone... told how this happened they would get a spanking when they got home. Yes my dad kept me from complete humilation. A great picture in real life of how our heavenly father loves us.... at least to me it was a great representation.
Once I was in college I began to see how my world was vastly different than everyone elses. Parents that didn't care about their kids or single parent families and drug and alchohol addiction was very common! I was the ODDBALL! It made me realize and think about how fortunate I was. I honestly think that God had a hand of protection over my family due to the faithfulness of the generations before. I am so grateful for the faith of my grandparents and great grandparents that is a legacy in my family. My life could have been very different...
You see my parents were expecting by brother before they got married. They came to know the Lord after they were married. I remember my parents being baptized. Many times my mom has said that she could have easily married someone that would have beat her but instead I feel the Lord had a hand in her marrying my dad!
So anyways in Steve's life story, he talks about addiction.... to alcohol, drugs, etc.... And how powerful these things are. It made me start thinking about addiction....
It's easy as christians I think to sometimes feel we haven't had to struggle with what the world dubbs as BAD sins...such as the above addictions but, my question to them would be.... Do you over eat? Are you addicted to food, porno, exericise, etc...etc...etc... When we are worried or lonely do we go to food? I think God wants us turning to him and not food or anything else to fill the void when we feel empty. I have done this and still do it... head to the fridge... not good just makes me feel more miserable.
You see God also says do not be gluttons....I think this pertains to food, alcholol, money.. stated in proverbs 23:21, 23:2, and 28:7. This is my take on these verses... I don't claim to be a scholar but that is what I take from these scriptures.
Anyways... just thoughts that were rolling around in this head of mine after reading Steve's story. We are ALL sinners saved by grace no matter what our struggles are. None are greater in Gods eyes than another. Consequences may very but either way, sin is sin. I also have a great appreciation for what the Lord has done in my life and the blessings he has so lavished upon me.
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