Total randomness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow... 2006 .. Crazy.... The years just fly by...

I forewarn you all that this blog is a spewing forth of thoughts rumbling in my head..... Ready???

First off... the deaths of the international students just makes me stop and ponder what I am doing and what my focus is here on earth. So easily I am wrapped up into earth endeavors, and lose focus on the souls of people. My focus is being changed. I ache for the families that lost their children... for my husband who had to make such difficult phone calls, I ache because I don't know wether or not they knew our heavenly father.

My brother went in for an eye appointment and the doc thought that something looked not right behind his eye and sent him to a specialist and the specialist is ordering an MRI done so that the can decide if it is cell waste behind his eye or a brain tumor.... YIKES!!! WHAT!!! My brother can't have a brain tumor... he's my youngest brother and only 19 years of age! I will know more on Tuesday... so I pray that it is not a tumor and that if it is, that it is operable and not cancer. Fretting does no good, so I pray. Peace follows.

For christmas... I GOT....... Okay guess.... I mean this is SEWWWWWWWW COOOOL!

Yeppers... I got a brand new Sewing machine...... Shocked was I.... SHOCKED..... Tears came to my eyes.... (and I am not joking)!!!!! So the following pic is of a really cool purse that I can make in 4 differents sizes. It is so much fun. I used my new sewing machine of course..... This one is Kenzie jo's and Bug Bug is getting a "Hello Kitty" one!!! SEW much FUN!!!! I can't wait to finish up a couple of quilts I have in the making and I almost have finished cheniling my tree skirt! I am just giddy!

Love watching my kids at christmas... how awesome it is to see the excitement.... do you think God feels the same way when we recieve the gifts that he gives us..... When he see's our delight?
If he feels anything like I do as a parent it's just so neat. I love the fact that my kiddo's know that Jesus is the real reason for the season as well.

Took a pic of Benjeno' (Benjamin) tonight... I love watching them so peacefully sleeping. What a blessing. Growing fast.....I love the fat rolls on baby's legs... though I must say as sweet he looks here... I warn you... At a minimum of once a day he poops out the diaper either done the leg or up the back!..... Little stinker.... literally......

I should be washing laundry, taking down christmas, packing are bags for tomarrow and finishing my christmas gifts for this weekend but... I just wanted to blog.... Pretend there aren't a bizillion things I should be doing. Well I was going to blog more but bug bug is screaming upstairs... must go see what is wrong.....

Okay back... don't know what's been up with her lately.. she just starts screaming after she falls asleep at night and you can't console her.... it seems like her tummy hurts but when I ask her she just cries hard and then falls back to sleep. If she does snap out of it she says her tummy doesn't hurt... I hate not knowing what is causing it.....

Anyways...my mind is now about blank to tired to think more...maybe I'll go clean....

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